Saturday, 7 September 2019

Poem for Mark

We've lost a few good friends recently. This one was especially shocking and sad. Actor, director, poet and performer Mark Montinaro died on August 2nd, aged only 59. A tragic loss. His many friends and lovely family read poetry and tributes to Mark at the wake at the Dylan Thomas Boathouse in Laugharne, where he had performed so many of Thomas's pieces to critical acclaim. As I listened the words for my own tribute to Mark began to come. This is the poem I wrote afterwards.


Moments

i.m Mark Montinaro

We sat easy in the chairs in the parlour
of Dylan’s old Boathouse home
one summer Saturday
as the sea slid dark over the reaching sands below.
We chatted our comfy evening away
talking poetry, forms and frailties
and rhythm, assonance and rhyme,

just Jonathan, you, Dave and me.
And we met on my winter birthday walk
in the puddled street  beneath the Castle wall
on a dreek and windy weekday afternoon;
and again we chinwagged poetry
while rain plastered hair to our faces
and stung our eyes.

Your words rang out many nights
in the Cellar Bar, your voice large and full
to the corners of the blackdowned room.
You travelled all the way to Aberystwyth
to support our Rockhopper set on ‘time’,
and even again we prattled on poetry
and performance skills over coffee in the Arts Centre  bar;

and at our gig on Spoken Word Saturday
you were pleased to introduce me to your lovely Mam,
so proud, you and her, both together.
Now you are gone, so fast and so soon
and I listen to poets read their words about you
from the time-honoured Boathouse steps
and even more     your mother’s face

shows her pride in you.
And over and under all their voices
I hear oystercatchers keening
and curlews calling the tide
as the waters spill over
and fill the foreshore of this timeless
limitless bay.

Friday, 12 April 2019

Small change

I wrote this on a recent visit to London. It's published on the website I am not a silent poet, along with much other poetry about issues of abuse of all kinds. See link below.


Small change

When you give a beggar a coin,
a pound dropped into
a ragged cardboard coffee cup,
do you feel good?

When the guy looks at you,
nods unkempt gratefulness
for your little gift,
your small change,
does it make you feel better?

When you sit with your
fat £3 a go Americano
and carrot cake on a china plate
do you wonder how he came to be
a beggar on the ground
outside the underground station?

See his tent, there,
just under the bridge.
You think, at least he has a tent,
it looks sound.
He’s better off than those
who lie on cardboard sheets
in parks and shabby doorways.

And as you eat salmon and avocado
in a restaurant by the theatre
before going to see a drama on the stage
do you wonder how
he’ll spend your pound?
Tea, coffee, cider?

You give small change,
does it make you feel better?
And there’s another,
wrapped in a wornout blanket
on the bridge, cup in hand.
You give another £1.

And as you tuck into dessert,
your favourite strawberry tart,
you think of
a woman on the bridge
holding out her empty palm
no cup
skin brown with streetlife.
You put two fifties into her hand.

And you pay £15 to see
an exhibition of photos
by Don McCullin of 50 years
of war and poverty around the world
where you see pictures of
homeless men in 1970s England
asleep, standing up, capped heads lolling,
because there was nowhere to lie down.

And here’s another today,
along the side of Southbank centre,
in a doorway.
You drop the rest of your silver coins
on his sleeping bag,
before you go into the warm concert hall.

Big problem.
 


https://iamnotasilentpoet.wordpress.com/

Wednesday, 3 April 2019

Leaves and leavings in Carpelan's Shadowland

Carpelan's Shadowland, by Vivi-Mari Carpelan
I was pleased to take part this week in a reading of poetry inspired by some stunning prints in an exhibition at the wonderful Mid-Wales Arts Centre, near Newtown, Powys.

I chose this multilayered image by Vivi-Mari Carpelan to work with, and produced the poem below.

Some 25 poets wrote new work as a result of this exhibition, and their poems can be seen alongside the pictures that inspired them. The show is at Mid-Wales Arts Centre until May 5th, 2019; and will transfer to Aberystwyth Arts Centre later before going on tour to other venues.

Here's my poem from the project:


Leaves and leavings

Her memories are fragments
taken from a wreckage of smashed mirrors,
pieced back together
so that her recollections
are only reflections of each other.

Misremembered pieces
imitate but falsify
and she no longer understands
that what she recalls
are only distorted images.

Layers of shadow on shadow
show that nothing is what it seems –
not in the past or present.
She weaves the spectres
of mis-shapen memories into tapestry

makes a new collage
layer on layer
angular fragment on fragment
and she looks through
a window, but sees

into a twisted looking glass,
her view veiled
by an apparition of herself.
Still she sees leaves,
even among winter bare trees…

leaves and phantoms of leaves,
remembrance of leavings;
and he is there, his silhouette
down there among the gravestones.
She watches where he looks

but whatever he remembers,
whatever he sees,
his memories and recollections
are obscured by light.




For more info about the 'Inspired' exhibition see also: https://www.midwalesarts.org.uk/event.html?id=33

Vivi-Mari's website: http://vivimaricarpelan.com/